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Bio:
As it turns, this particular life can be considered the sequel
to "The Battle of the Greed".
About 3 lives ago, I was a Cambodian peasant woman who was
raising my young daughter. I was very religious and had a
Priest (Essence Role-wise) husband that I loved very deeply. I
was getting everything I could ever want: happiness, love,
true joy.
Then, one night, a storm ripped through my living area,
causing a flash flood. In an instant, everything I loved was
being swept away. My soul cried out, emotionally devastated by
what the hazards of this physical plane were stealing away
from me.
That's when the log appeared. Rushing through the raging
river, it smashed me in the head, breaking my neck, killing me
instantly. I didn't have any chance to salvage that which was
being lost. My soul fell into a pit of deep mourning. All was
lost... for now.
In this life, I was born in Robbinsdale, MN, the youngest of 5
to a 3rd-Level Mature Scholar mother and a 6th-Level Young
Sage father. They were the perfect parents to have chosen. My
father, an alcoholic who expressed love through many material
offerings, was absent most of the time. My mother, with 4
kids to boot, used many material substitutes to rear and
watch over me.
They followed the instruction manual that my soul gave them to a
tee, implanting the Greed Chief Feature with much grace and
caring. Not only that, they faithfully abided by the element
in the instruction manual that said, "this soul, in Flow
and Observation, is a highly industrious fragment. He is not
the type to 'sluff off' when it comes to his own evolution, so
he will require much space".
The only instruction they seemed to have trouble understanding
was that "this product of your creation has chosen
an Emotional Center; you will inadvertently brand him with the
Family Icon known as, 'The One With Brains'". That
pretty much stumped everyone in the household, but
nonetheless, had an unusual way of grounding this pack of
mostly Young and Mature souls.
Then it came time to make the journey into the 3rd Monad. I
moved to Los Angeles to continue my passion for acting,
through commercials and independent films, that I had
began in various arenas of Minneapolis theatre. I even took up
writing screenplays, which continually helped me to
understand my wanting to study the fascinating art of human
behavior.
Greed reared its ugly head as I lost all stability of food,
shelter, and rest. The painful 3rd Monad lasted from the age
of 21 to 26, the year where I once again found the truth
that is self-love, which broke down the barrier between my
false personality and true essence.
Since then, I've been searching for something more, clues that
would help me expose the dragon that continued to lurk unseen.
The Michael Teachings became my accomplice in that, showing me
how the Greed operated and that it would disguise itself with
a thinly layered shroud that attempts to disguise itself
as Self-Destruction.
(It turns out that I don't do Greed stereotypically most
of time. It's not about fearing that I won't get what I
want in order to be happy, it's about losing that
which I already have.)
This above information became the key for the plot twist, the
key that will guide me to finding the dragon in the 4th Monad
and slaying it once and for all. The only key that can
unlock the door to Love for that terrified, devastated
Cambodian woman, who perished that night in a raging
river of Fear.
This story is far from over. I've only reached the mid-point.
Maybe, someday, I will live to tell you how it
ends. Or show you. Happily....
Life Task:
"To reveal for others, as well as yourself,
the underlying voices of one's Love and Truth".
How I found the Michael Teachings:
I found this information through one of my favorite playmates
in all my lives, Kelly Warren: a dynamic, wistful, and
powerful 1st-Level Old Sage soul who lives just several
streets down from me, in the Soul Entity House marked #2 on
Cadre 4 Avenue in the city of Energy Ring.
She doesn't often enjoy coming to my house to play; it's far
too well-kept and tidy. Word has it that it's one of the
cleanest Soul Entity Houses in the city. Not a mess in sight.
(Well, THAT'S no fun!) So, I go over to her
house to play.
We've been a mix of playmates, writing partners, and
production company partners for the past 5 years now, and it
wasn't until a little over 18 months ago where she began to
run circles around me, waving her arms, screaming, "I'm a
Sage! I'm a Sage! I knew was a Sage!"
I kept wondering what she was talking about. The word
"Sage" kept sending a parade of bells and
whistles off in my head.
Finally, once she was able to gather up enough
courage and trust for my loyalty to her, she handed me a
blessed book called, "Message from Michael". In over
two nights of reading it where I work, it roped me
up in an instant, tied me down like one of those sad
calfs you see at the local rodeo show.
I went to Amazon and ordered all 4 Yarbro books,
purchased other Michael books from other authors, and have
been studying the Teachings ferociously ever since. And on top
of that, I keep Shepherd Hoodwin quite busy with my
Michael Chart orders. I hope he doesn't mind. ;-) His charts
are the cream of the crop.
OVERLEAVES |
Role: |
Server |
Essence
Twin: |
Artisan
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Casting: |
Warrior |
Cadre/Entity: |
2/7 |
Soul Age: |
Young
7 |
Grand Cycles: |
11 |
Past Lives: |
84 |
Male/Female: |
28/72 |
Frequency: |
47 |
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Goal: |
Flow |
Mode: |
Observation |
Attitude: |
Spiritualist |
Center: |
Emotional/Moving |
Chief Obstacle: |
Greed |
Body Type: |
Mercurial |
Secondary(ies) |
Solar |
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Needs: |
Adventure,
Security, Freedom |
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Side: |
Love
(Raw #254) |
Motivation: |
Invention |
Global Job: |
Transition/Transformation |
Community Job: |
Prudence |
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